Bye Ferris
I still really haven't sorted it all out in my head yet but it really doesn't matter either way. I tried to do the right thing but really I just feel really sad right now. We are the owners of a brand new 2003 Axiom with a warranty and all that responsible jazz. Ferris is no more. It feels kind of like losing a best friend. Even though it probably was all for the best it is still making me cry. It probably isn't healthy that I was emotionally attached to the car. It was a present I just wasn't worthy of. The whole time I was in the hospital I thought about driving in my car and how happy it made me. Weird that it was one of the best parts of my life and it kept me focused on getting better and getting out of there. Oh well. I couldn't afford to take care of it and now it is gone. It sucks.
Posted by gwendolyn on November 08, 2003 at 11:03 PM