Think It And Be It
I think I have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt I can eat like a manly man once again. I have used the excuse that I am making up for not being able to eat for two months for entirely too long. So long, in fact, that even I don't buy it anymore.
New day, fresh start, positive outlook. Fruit for breakfast yada, yada, yada. Try to start taking a walk in the evenings again. You know the drill. I exercised more when I was sick than I ever did when I was well. In the hospital I walked about four miles a day. I walked so much that eventually my muscles in my calves hurt so bad from walking on concrete all day and night in socks that I couldn't move them. So I must be getting well because I am as lazy (and lumpy) as can be. I have to stop thinking that just because I am still healing means I have to stop moving around. I just have to be careful.
I think the best way for me to feel better would be just to go back to eating a Vegan diet. I was a so much better me then. My newly working digestive system would probably thank me to lay off of the steak. I am past trying to convince myself that I need that protein and iron because I know better than that. Not to mention I have reverted to constantly trying not to think about what it is I am eating while I am eating it. Doesn't really make sense now does it?
Posted by gwendolyn on April 03, 2003 at 09:36 AM