STYLE
Quiet
Loud
Muted
Whisper
Scream


RECENT ENTRIES
Can You Feel A Little Love?
Just Like Every Day
Holes In The Head
He Said She Said
Your My Best Friend


ARCHIVES
February 2005
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January 2001
December 2000


OTHER VOICES


MISCELLANEOUS
Webcam

Out Of Focus

It feels strange that my own life and my little world is returning to a state of normalcy while a lot of the world has gotten so sad and chaotic. It reminds me of focusing a camera so that the main subject in the foreground that was once fuzzy and distorted while the background seemed crisp and clear now becomes defined and clear while the background becomes blurred.

When asked if I am keeping up with the war coverage I have to admit that I do somewhat but I really try not to make it a constant focal point in my mind. It isn't that I don't care or worry. I do. In fact, that is just the point. My life has been filled with dying and pain and suffering and worrying for so long that I find it hard not to want to concentrate on the vitality I feel after finally having overcome that. I feel like I was lost for awhile and now I found me again. I hope the rest of the world comes out of this chaos soon.

Posted by gwendolyn on March 24, 2003 at 11:06 AM