You Are Getting Very Sleepy
I have been spending the week working on just being normal. I have went to the movies with my monkey. Yesterday I actually got enough energy up to clean my grill and make marinated veggie kabobs. Aside from the huge purple and green Sid and Nancy type bruises on the insides of my arms and all over my depressingly horrible mess of a stomach and the chewing up of many pills, I am not half bad.
I went to the home schooling park day today. It was pretty uneventful except for the part where I was offered hypnosis sessions as an addition to all the other unbelievable bullshit people want to do to me. She said it would make me very care free and take away all the anxiety and trauma. That is what I need. I can see now that hypnosis is just what I have been missing. Give me a fucking break. I felt like punching her for being so fucking stupid. So I did what I always do and smiled and nodded politely and tried to find a way to change the subject and go off to find a kid or whatever.
Posted by gwendolyn on January 17, 2003 at 05:42 PM