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I am having a bad day. One of those days where nothing is going as it should and the heaviness of it all just creeps up on you and sits on your chest so you feel like you can't breathe. I have had days like this before. I have had sleepless nights and panic attacks. I don't think I have them often enough to be technically crazy, though I feel pretty crazy sometimes. One minute I am very weepy and wanting to hide in a dark room under the covers and pillows just wallowing in self pity and the next I am tearing around the house screaming at everyone and feeling extremely venomous. Yes, I have posthyterectomyshouldn'tbefuckinghavingaperiodbecauseIdon'tevenhaveafuckinguterus Pre-and-During MS and a whole other shitload of issues to boot.

Posted by gwendolyn on September 29, 2002 at 08:33 PM