I am on day three of actually using my new glider. I am feeling lot better. I would feel even better if the little line in the scale would start to move in the other direction. I found out that that fairly simple looking piece of metal has the ability to make me sweat like a whore in church. I also found out that it isn't worth doing all of that work and then eating a piece of pizza that you knew you didn't want to begin with. It pretty much undoes the whole feeling. I think I should alternate days doing that and all of the rest of the stuff I used to do like normal crunches and leg lifts and all that jazz. I feel like even though the glider is completely going to tighten my legs and rear end, it just isn't going to do everything I need it to do for my big belly. The idea is to just get moving though. When I gain I lose hope. When I lose I am all pumped up about it. As is everyone I suppose. I just seem to be at one extreme or the other, always. That is just my style.

I am also getting the finances back on track after the meltdown in November. We did a lot of damage. It will take me a long time to fix it all. Again, just to be rolling in the right direction will help lift me up. I think I can. I think I can.

Posted by gwendolyn on January 15, 2002 at 02:12 PM