Ever feel like you REALLY need something...you just don't know what it is. Some little thing that will just make everything seem okay. I feel like I am reaching as far as I can into empty darkness today. Maybe it is because I am chasing happiness that will never really be there for me. Maybe it is because I am stumbling so much along the way. It is odd how I feel like I am talking when I am typing and know that I am primarily talking to myself. Strangely, it amplifies the disconnected lonely feeling.
Posted by gwendolyn on May 04, 2001 at 04:32 PM