It was an interesting weekend. We went north for a couple of days. It was one of those "make you appreciate your home and your own bed" weekends. Long drive. Screaming baby. Sleeping with children kicking you in the head. Trying to entertain little people in a non-little people environment is very difficult.

Monday was sad. Death is a very big horrible deal to me. I fear it. I worry about it. I cry about it, sometimes for weeks at a time. I think about it entirely too much. So, when it happens and I am aware of it, I mourn. Even when it isn't someone close to me. I am a freak.

I am on a shameless vanity mission again. I booked myself up for a lot of pampering over the next month. I am going to give myself a facial, manicure and pedicure in a little while, and I had my hair and brows done this morning. Later, I am going on a slinky dress hunt for the wedding in March. Then off to another vanity appointment. And if I have any energy left after that I am going to work out before bed. I hope I make it through it all. I pretty much feel like a princess today though :) I think I just need to do this for myself once in awhile.

I apologize for the lack of new things to read and look at in the other sections of this site. Life just got really busy. My mind is pulled in a million directions and that writer wannabe, being just one of my many personalities, just got pushed onto the back burner for the moment. Hopefully, when it all comes out it will be worth the wait.

Posted by gwendolyn on February 20, 2001 at 03:01 PM