Okay. I give up. I am slowly falling back to earth, reality, and adulthood. There will be no magic carpet rides any time in the near future. We cannot go roaming about the planet like curious nomads. We have a life. We have children. We have responsibilities. We have bills. Lots of them. So far, that has always been the driving force in this family. We go where the money is. The money happens to be here right now. Until the money is somewhere else and there is more of it...life for me means living here. And as much as I have been bitching and whining, it really isn't all that shabby of a life.

I think we will end up being here for a long time. I am going to try my best to just quit freaking out. I still don't know if I am ready to go shopping for a house... but I will try to figure out how to tame myself a bit.

Posted by gwendolyn on January 25, 2001 at 12:23 AM